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Background
I
saw myself as a teacher when I was 15 years old. My family and
society influenced my desire to be a teacher as both my family life
and societal life reinforced education as the crucial ingredient to
effect social, economic, and political transformation. As a result
of my surroundings, I set my goals to become a teacher so that I
could become an active participant in transforming my society
through education. As a young girl, I was raised to be sensitive to
social, economic and political issues around me, and I dreamed of
helping people gain their rights through education. I was convinced
that none of the civil, political, economic and social rights could
be exercised by individuals who did not have a certain minimum
education; and as a result, I dreamed of education for all rather
than excellence for a few. I was inspired by the idea that the right
to education was a fundamental human right. I realized education to
be an empowerment right, the primary vehicle by which economically
and socially marginalized adults and children could lift themselves
out of poverty and political oppression and obtain the means to
participate fully in their communities. I strongly thought (and
still think) knowledge is power; and if the latter is placed in the
hands of all, all become empowered to work towards a better life for
self and others, in community and country and in societies beyond
our borders. With these ambitions, as an adolescent, I believed
teachers to be key individuals to foster and facilitate knowledge
creation, and I wanted to be one to accomplish these goals even if
in small ways.
After many years of teaching, as I search my mind to articulate why
I believe in what I believe in, I find that my experiences growing
up truly play an integral role in the formation of my aspirations to
foster freedom and human rights through education. Thinking back
about the origins of my beliefs, I realize that my many years of
teaching in different educational systems and at different levels
have helped me found stronger and more grounded justifications for
these early beliefs and emotions. I have discovered that many of my
early beliefs have now evolved in a defined set of teaching and
learning assumptions that are providing depth, perspective, and
direction to my teaching.
I
entered the profession of teaching with strong passion for humanity,
a list of ambitious goals and a desire to make a difference.
However, I learn how to teach by teaching and facing various
challenges that I have encountered in my years of teaching. In my
early years of teaching as a young special education teacher, I had
to confront and wrestle with society’s hidden assumption that school
was a place for selecting and sorting-- that some students can
learn, and some cannot learn, and it was the school's job to
identify and foster the growth of those who can learn. To challenge
this hidden assumption, I had to work extremely hard to find
innovative and creative strategies to help those
students who were left behind and identified as exceptional to
demonstrate that they, too, can be successful. Through these early
years of my profession, I struggled and worked hard as I strived to
show that through innovative strategies and tools, teachers can
maximize student learning. These early years founded my passion and
commitment to focus my life’s work to
develop curriculum rich enough for all students. As well, these
early years also served to build my confidence as a teacher. I came
to believe that setting high standards for all children and
providing rich and supportive learning environments as the keys to
help children reach their highest potential for learning. This
positive early discovery led me into the field of instructional
technology, which I find to be the perfect avenue for helping
learners of all abilities because it offers all the opportunity to
achieve.
My
early years of teaching, full of challenges, rewards and learning,
are balanced by my later experiences as teacher educator, which have
been full of joy and fulfillment. My teaching experience in UNCW
has been a new era in my professional life as a teacher, as I have
learned valuable lessons, matured in my thinking and assumptions
about the impact of culture on human learning, developed a high
level of tolerance, and deepened my belief in education as a source
of empowerment. When I began teaching in UNCW, I had already taught
for 13 years, eight of which was at the university level and in
teacher education programs. As a seasoned teacher, I knew I had to
learn about my students, their cultures and learning and thinking
styles. I was also aware of my own cultural differences and had
explored and reflected on many of my teaching and thinking
differences. However, by no means had I prepared myself for the
surprises that I was about to face. It never occurred to me that I
had to prove my knowledge to my students, regardless of my
educational credentials and many years of experiences. I also failed
to recognize that my cultural background, my country of origin and
my accent might be interpreted as a deficiency, rather than a
difference. While, I realized that many of my students did not have
much exposure to people different from themselves, I did not
recognize that many of my strong beliefs in human ability and high
potential for learning could be misinterpreted. In sum, I had no
idea that I would have to begin developing new sets of strategies to
allow these learners a means to value my instruction. This was very
different for me. I was still thinking about learners and how to
guide them in their learning, but this time I had to devise a way to
prove my credentials, gain student respect and trust first. This
was a real challenge. Thus, I consider the first two to three years
of my teaching in UNCW a beginning of a new phase in my teaching
experience, one where I was challenged to prove myself in order for
instruction to occur. While emotionally very difficult, I believe I
was able to overcome the challenges and have become a much stronger
teacher as I am able to meet such learner needs.
My Teaching Philosophy
As
an educator, I believe that thinking and rethinking about what we
believe, what we do and how and why we do it (reflective thought) is
important because such reflection enables us, as teachers, to
realize we are not neutral transmitters of knowledge, but that our
personal, social and cultural beliefs, values, and backgrounds are
intimately connected to our teaching. I believe I learn and
continue to learn from my teaching and learning experiences by
constantly reflecting on my teaching practices and how those
practices are indicative of my teaching beliefs. As I continue to
reflect on my teaching profession, I know that my philosophy will
evolve further.
My
teaching beliefs are influenced by a number of people, some of whom
I know, and others of whom I have read. Some of the strongest
influences on my teaching beliefs and practice are the works of
Paulo Feire, Lev Vygotsky, Jean Piaget, and John Anderson. Also, I
have been greatly influenced by the work of Robert Gagne, a person
whom I know and from whom I have had an opportunity to learn. In
addition, I have learned from and been influenced by working with
and observing my mentors and my colleagues.
I
think knowledge is constructed, not transmitted. I believe learners
do not necessarily learn from lectures, technology and instructional
materials or from watching films or responding to computer-based
instruction frames. Rather, learners learn from thinking--thinking
about what they are doing or what they did, thinking about what they
believe, thinking about what others have done and believe, thinking
about the thinking processes they use. In other words, I think
learning results from thinking.
I
also believe that thinking is engaged by activity or task. Tasks or
activities must be situated in meaningful real-world problems, which
require learners to engage in higher-order thinking skills.
Different activities or tasks engage different kinds of thinking
(e.g., memorizing a list, reading a book, solving a problem,
designing a new product or arguing for a belief). These activities
or tasks can be presented and supported by teachers (and
technologies), but teachers do not necessarily cause thinking or
learning. They may cause thinking, if a learner has a desire to
learn, but they may not cause thinking, if the learner is thinking
about something else. I believe the role of the teacher in learning
is indirect. Teachers can stimulate and support activities that
engage learners in thinking, which results in learning. I think
teaching is a process of helping learners to construct their own
meaning from the experiences they have by providing those
experiences and guiding the meaning-making process.
I
think meaningful activities or tasks are necessary conditions for
construction of knowledge, but they are not sufficient conditions.
Learners must reflect or think about the experience that gave rise
to the knowledge construction. Learners should be given more
responsibilities in the teaching-learning processes. While learners
should be responsible for their own learning, they should not always
do so alone. Learners learn from each other and from assistance of
more capable others, such as teachers, peers, adults, and parents.
Therefore, as a teacher, my role in the classroom is not minimal,
but critical.
I
believe learning is inherently a social-dialogical process. As
learners interact with other learners and experts/teachers (the
community of learners), their knowledge and beliefs about the world
are influenced by that community’s beliefs and values. I think
through participating in the activities of the community, learners
absorb part of the culture that is an integral part of that
community. Therefore, as a teacher, I have the responsibility of
creating an environment in which learners can share and learn from
one another, as well as from the teacher. In such an environment
learners learn to appreciate multiple views and gain understanding
of the differences in perspectives and beliefs about the world.
In
my view, every learner is unique and special and deserves attention
and respect, and as a teacher, I have an obligation to provide a
learning environment that broadens every learner’s outlook,
encourages independence and self-confidence, promotes mutual
differences and tolerance, and respects for all cultures and ethnic
groups.
Finally, in my view, good teaching means that
teachers, as scholars, are also learners. To create my own learning
experiences, I must constantly reflect on classroom events, teaching
practices, and pedagogical theories. I am a strong advocate of the
concept of “teachers as researchers and reflective practitioners.”
I believe in order to be a reflective practitioner, I must know what
I want to accomplish and then engage in a careful collection and
analysis of data to identify the effectiveness of my instructional
approaches, strategies, materials and media. I also believe that my
student performance results must be one of the primary sources of my
decisions with respect to teaching effectiveness.
In sum, I think a teacher must be reflective and
endeavour to be sensitive and responsive to learners’ needs.
Teaching, for me, is a reflexive, communal activity.
Reflexivity, flexibility, sharing, and a willingness to negotiate
meaning are important to me in my teaching practice.
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